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At first, I hadn’t planned on auditioning for the New Play Development Factory.  I was too much of a chicken.

It was totally last minute that I found myself hopping into my car and driving over to the Pear Theatre.

I had NO idea what to expect, let alone who I would be auditioning for.  But SOMETHING in my thought jelly kept saying “ya gotta do this.”

So I waited in the lobby.  I think I was that last one there.

The Factory producer, Jeffery came out to collect the headshot/resume and only gave me one side to read after looking at me.  A side, just in case you are unfamiliar with the term is just another word for a scene or section of a scene.  At first, my head told me the usual, “oh, he only gave you one side and other people got multiples. You are a courtesy audition.”

Finally, when it was my turn to read, I took a deep breath and said “Welp, let’s see what kind of wacky choices you can make with these pages.”  I didn’t care if it was going to make sense.

I was told to look at Mr. De La Cruz for the play The Killing Jar by Jennifer Lynne Roberts.  So that’s what I focused my peepers on.  At first, in the pages that I had, I could see the good nature of the guy. There was no information about where the scene took place, so I place it in a large building in the lobby and the majority of the chatting was happening while the characters were walking down a long empty hallway.  After my first read, they asked me to make it a little more serious.  I was happy do do so.  So I started off upbeat, but then shifted gears after a third of the way through.  I thought I was done after the second read, but then, much to my surprise, they asked me to read one of the other sides.

I didn’t have much time with it, but I feel I made some strong choices that may not have been what they wanted, but I figured maybe I’ll be weird enough that they would remember me.

After  the audition, I went home and continued work on my role for “Sugar.”  I didn’t hear anything for a few weeks.  So I began rehearsals for “9 to 5″ and I almost completely forgot about the whole thing.

Then, I got an email.

It was from the director, Heather Noelle Robinson, offering me the part of the guy that I read for the first time.  Well!  I’ll be a monkey’s uncle!  I didn’t think I’d made the cut.

I have been so excited to to participate in the NPDF because it was another new experience.  The idea behind the event was to allow Bay Area Playwrights have their work read to the public three times with the chance for feedback and to adjust the script to fix anything that’s unclear or simply didn’t work.  So we have one rehearsal during the week.  Then we performed the show for an audience.  After, the playwright went and worked on suggestions and would come back during the next week and give us any new scenes or pages or cuts to the script.  Then we’d rehearse the play.  Then repeat the process twice more.

This play is very well constructed and, I feel, clearly shaped with new things being discovered throughout.  Some of the feedback that people have is “feeling like there was no closure with (insert character name here)”  I know it’s just because I have lived with the script for a month but I know the closures are there.  They are written out.  We spoke the words aloud.  I honestly felt that  feel like this play is ready for production.  I believe in it so much that I find myself wishing I had a theatre company of my own to mount this play.  Hmmmmmmmm….THAT is something to think about….

For now, I have decided to keep all of my pages and all the new one to see how much it changed during the event.   I cannot wait to see what the finished script looks like.

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Working on this production at the Dragon Theatre was wonderful.  We had a number of helping hands, and I got to see my buddy, Jason more times in those 3 weeks than I have in a year or even two!  One of the things that Artistic Director, Meredith Hagedorn, said  one thing she hoped the actors got out of this project was that the Dragon was a great place to work.   Mission Accomplished!   I had fun and I can only hope that one day, I’ll make it into one of their main productions!

I think I was so lucky to work with such an amazing cast.  It was only 5 people but I had so many laughs and was  amazed so many times by these incredible people.  If you are curious about who these people are, here’s the list – Michelle Cabinian, Brian Flegel, Chris Gaoiran and Amber Somerfield.

Here’s to more wonderful projects with more wonderful people just like this.

Thank you, Dragon Theatre for the New Play Development  Factory!

 

 

 

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The first rule of improv is to always say “Yes.”

Lots of things have been happening at a much quicker pace than I would like for them to do so, BUT I am taking a page from improv for the time being.
I have been given keys to the nursery! Not sure if it’s a promotion, but I have them.
There’s only three weeks before we open WVLO’s 9-5.
Only one more reading for The Killing Jar for New Play Development Factory over at the Dragon Theatre in Redwood City, then THAT ends.

Before I know it, it will be winter and my work on Jesus Christ Superstar must begin.

Keeping this in mind, I have begun to really watch “my world,” be it at the nursery or in rehearsals for any show, with a special emphasis on interactions.
How do people interact with each other? When they are having a conversation, are they REALLY listening? I watch the eyes so see if the mind is already forming things to say which means that the person isn’t fully engaged. I’ve personally experienced this. Where I have been the one that wasn’t fully listening, that is. When I find myself doing that, I try to have the person repeat what was said if it wasn’t too long.

I used the picture above, because in a way I feel sort of detached as I watch people. Being a “people person,” it makes it hard not to want to connect and be a part of everything.

But, I need to practice my watching skills.

However, in doing so, I have found that some of the interactions I witness are saddening.

In my theatre world, I have been taught that when people are working in the room, one must either pay attention (even if you aren’t the one working) or remove yourself from the room as quietly and without disruption. Anything else is disrespectful.

I am always trying to learn something new so I would be the type to pay attention. Should the need to talk to a fellow cast mate arise, either to ask or answer a question, it will always be done in a whisper so as not to disturb the others.

I would like to say that I find it surprising that people don’t seem to understand these little actions of respect for others are important. Weeellll, I suppose when I really think about it, I realize I shouldn’t be. Our digital age has brought us to the period of “Look at Me! Look at Me!” with the advent of youtube and video recording phones.

I guess what I miss seeing is simple manners.

Whatever happened to them?

All I know is that I am watching and I am going to remember come auditions for JCS.

I am not sure what it is about Sunnyvale Community Players, but for each of the shows I’ve done there have been super important, maybe even life altering events.

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The first show I had ever done with the Sunnyvale Players was this campy little show called “Little Mary Sunshine.”   It was directed by Ben Canter and it was kind of a free for all.  At least that’s how it seemed to me.  It was fun and funny, but the cast was madness.  The significant thing for that show was that’s where I met my munster! Looking back to those 17 years ago and being in the parking lot of Braley Park after rehearsal with the whole cast leaving just the two of us to meet them at Jakes was so shady, but I am forever thankful that it happened.

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The second show I was lucky enough to take part in was one of my three favorite shows of all time. Jesus Christ Superstar.  Not being a religious person, it was mostly the story and music that made me love this show.  It was also the very first musical that I was exposed to once I was old enough to understand what a musical was.  My best friend at the time had showed it to me one night during  a sleepover and I became obsessed with it.  We would sing the songs when we hung out so it only seemed right to dedicate my performance as Judas to her.  That is for sure, my absolute favorite role to perform.

And now we come to 2013.

Bob Fosse has been a source of inspiration for me for over the past two decades.

My friend, Rachel, used to say, with a roll of the eyes, “he’s only the best choreographer in this life and the next.”

As a man, yeah, he left a little to be desired.  He abused drugs and was a womanizer.  As a creator, he, I believe, was amazing.  He took everything that was a weakness, like his bowed legs and pigeon toes, and created a style! The shows that he’s created have amazing characters that I would one day LOVE to play.

And now I have the chance!

My third show with Sunnyvale is going to be PIPPIN!!  Part 2 of my trio of favorites!!!

Bet you can’t guess who!!!

Rehearsals start in July and I want it to be here NOW!!!

So excited that I cannot even properly express in words.

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POWER: After having a wonderful weekend off, I had to get back to the daily grind.  Things have been a roller coaster ride at the nursery.  It’s been insanely busy and some of my tasks have fallen by the wayside as we make the most of the of foot traffic that is in the store.  Just like a ride, my heart was in my throat at the start. I’ve been through hoops, turned upside down and jarred on the “hills” of the track.  The thing that I’ve come to realize is that I am in control of how long the ride goes.  Knowing this has given me a surge of…I don’t know…maybe power.  I now understand that I control the outcome of the ride!  Now the question becomes do I have enough in me to hop on the ride one more time?

 

PASSION:  I’ve gotten this fire lit under my arse all of a sudden.  Ever since last summer I have been trying to hit all the projects that were of interest to me.  I have also tried to get my foot in the door with new theatre companies.    So with new projects popping up, I am feeling like that fire is being fanned and fed.  I may be tired at times and not have a free moment to myself, but I feel more alive than I have in years past.  People always remark “How do you find the time?”  or “I can’t believe you have time to do _________!” or “When do you sleep?!?”  Life is definitely too short, so I will sleep when I’m dead.

 

ORDER: When I am at home, I have begun the process of trashing all the junk that I don’t need. It’s been tough to admit to myself “F*^k it, I am never going to get to that.”  It’s helped me to understand that I cannot do everything and that I need to sometimes just let go.  This process has given me a clearer head and a deeper appreciation for all the wonderful things that are in my life.

I feel like I can easily become a Sith Lord!  Yes, I know that they are “evil” but I say it’s all about perspective.  SO for now I lift my head and let out an “evil’ laugh.

Muahahahahahahaha

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Me and Karen!! She's such a  sweetheart.  Photo courtesy of Barbara Heninger.

Me and Karen!! She’s such a sweetheart. Photo courtesy of Barbara Heninger.

I was lucky enough to have the chance to attend a special concert by Diane Milo.

It was called a Celebration of Life and it was dedicated to her late brother.  It was filled with a number of wonderful songs sung by Diane and a few of her friends.  She was accompanied on the piano by Brad Handshy, Karen Adkins, and Bob Sunshine.

There were a few songs that caught my heart and made me a little misty.  The first was called “We Can Be Kind” a beautiful number about how the world can be a better place if we took it upon ourselves to be kind and make an effort to problem solve without violence and hatred.   The other as an original work “What The World Was Meant To Be” by her niece Caroline Milo.  Such a simple song but great message.  See for yourself!

But as I left the venue, I began to think to myself about what loss is.

While I, like everyone else, have suffered loss, none of the people that I’ve lost have been people that I was close to.  When my grandmother and my uncle passed away, I was sad but not to the point of grieving.  I didn’t cry and I didn’t feel anything like what I thought I should.  I guess I just wasn’t close to them.  This then led me to wonder about what I should feel.  What is it?  Pain?  I don’t know.

As I see posts on Facebook about such things, I can totally empathize.  It surprises me that, as I think about it, I can recall being more sad for friends who’ve lost someone than I was for my own family as I’ve explained above. I wonder if I am closer to my friends than I am to family.  Then I also wonder, does that make me a bad person? Again, I don’t know.

In light of the reason for the concert, I was amazed that Diane was able to sing these great songs without getting choked up.  Bravo to her for creating a memorable evening of great songs and reconnecting with some fabulous people.